and again early this morning
i had gone to bed at 10:30 and lain there for some time processing my day
i finally looked over at the clock, I'm not even sure why
and it read : 11:11
i was a little in awe of the glaring sequence of numbers
but turned over and went to sleep
i woke up again very early this morning
rolled over
looked at the clock
and it read: 4:44
i don't even have to guess at this
I'm being asked to wake up
now
fully awaken to the truth
that there is nothing else really here
beyond love, light and joy
nothing else is real
it is time to awaken to the greater purpose of sharing this energy
how i share it doesn't so much matter
it's not the what
it's the how and the why
the number 1 signifies purity, new beginnings and the start of new ventures
it also symbolizes initiative, power, motivation, raw energy and intuition
the number 4 signifies solidity, roots, peace, calm and home
it also symbolizes persistence and endurance
when we stack them up together, like in 11:11
this compounds their importance in our lives
it greatly enhances the power of their message or lesson
it is time for me to start my new life, to create a peaceful home for myself
somewhere that i am safe, cared for, loved and purposeful
i knew today was going to be a big day
I'm here to help stop the destruction of our planet
I'm here to assist in it's healing
and to start the recreation of what we've torn apart
I'm here to share love and light with all others
so they too can awaken to the truth
my purpose is to keep my vibration high at all times
and to no longer submit to it's fall back down
and as more of us do this
the whole world changes
these powerful numbers, perfectly sequenced
show me there are higher forces guiding me
i am not alone
what we see in the physical realm, is not all there is to see
and sometimes they come and show us little signs
to help point us on our way
i am here to fully live in my purpose
in a higher vibration
i need to let go of the lower energies of the world
hence, my choice for living food years back
to live in the country now over the city
near the ocean, the tropics, the mountains and the sunshine
all such powerful forces of nature
my choice to choose organic ripe foods, full of the earth's life force
to work, play and live off the land
with gardens, animals, insects, trees and soil
i now further understand my mission to meet my life partner
this work is best done when the masculine and feminine join together
their coming together creates significant surges of power
creativity, energy, vibration and healing
together they are like one thousand beings joining
their union is essential
we must find our Other and co-create
there is a reason why we were created so differently
the masculine and the feminine
creation is never imperfect
our forming of one body, one soul, one purpose
is why we are here
the Bible was of course right all along:
"and the two shall become one flesh" (Gen. 2:24)
i finally understand
this isn't about losing our autonomy, our independence
this isn't about women submitting to men
or men submitting to women
it is about our energies blending and igniting the spark inside of us
without the masculine in my life, i feel empty, tired, weak and unfocused
i can conjure it up within myself, it's there
but it's nothing like the feeling of physically joining with a man
we join together and we give each other life force, vitality and joy
this joining of the two together is not about physical earthly love
although that exists and it is beautiful
but this call to joining is on a much higher vibrational level
the urge inside of us is more spiritual than anything
but until our own vibration is high enough to understand this
it will be the pleasure of the physical body that will draw us to one another
i have met so many men over my time here
and i have been so frustrated by their lack of purpose, clarity, direction
in Bruce's last email to me he wrote, "this is the year of the bike"
fuck!
this is actually the year of awakening to our highest purpose
the time is now!
which is truth, love, light, joy and radical forgiveness
and with those truths in place, we start to do the work
which is to heal the entire planet, including ourselves
and if that means you are riding your bike, fine
but you will be riding your bike EN ROUTE to doing the work!
let's wake up! it's time
i see it in all of us
this yearning to rise above fear, greed, lack, insecurity, drama and chaos
but these earthly energies are so intense, so dark at times
it takes every bit of our concentration
to somehow pull our heads out of the murkiness
for even just a moment here and there
but every now and then when we do
we all see it don't we
the beauty that surrounds us
the sheer joy that exists in relationship, community, family and partnership
in the trees, the leaves, the grasses and the flowers
in the animals that we're caging and torturing to eat
in the soil that we're raping, fertilizing and stripping
in the seeds that we're dissecting, destroying and GMO'ing
and in the water that we're wasting, selling and polluting
by this evening it was done
it happened just like that
i found a permaculture institute near puerto vallarta, mexico
i applied
and i was accepted as an intern for this winter
my flight leaves calgary October 30
it will be my new home, i know it
my roots will grow there over the years and take shape
in the form of a new family, purpose and life
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